bad days Untitled Document


im always here for you♥


i know you don’t baby

Jana Jantzen
Untitled 1 (Silence and floating bed)
Graphite, charcoal and pen on paper

“i don’t remember the last time i felt like i could breathe theres a fucking hole in my chest where my lungs and heart should be i have this constant feeling that I’m bursting into flames and then the wind storms in and scatters my ashes over and over how is it possible i can feel everything and nothing at once am i dead inside or in love with the world i don’t know what to do or who i am i don’t know anything anymore all i know is i don’t have much time left and I’m fading away why doesn’t anyone notice I’m going insane I’m not okay nothing is okay everything is going wrong and i can’t breathe i can’t breathe i can’t breathe”
Seeing them perform this song live was probably the greatest thing I’ve ever witnessed & actually makes me happy I’m alive.

Not mine, just my edit x

I am honest to god scared of what I might do to myself. I am beyond fucked up. I don’t know how much longer I can hang on. It never ends. Ever.